Hitting 41 soon, and I am getting better at ignoring people who doesnt bring any positive impact into my life, kudos to myself.
Some people are meant to be forgiven and forgotten, not because they deserve the apology, but because I deserve a peaceful life.
Such people who had cause me heartache, broken trust, mended confidence, and lead me to question my own sanity, are merely some noise within my frequency. They are not worthy of anything bigger than just my little sigh and whine.
I have to recover myself slowly, in term of financial capacity too. That trip to Turkey for 3, robbed me massively. But Im glad I did it with my parents. They deserve that good break. I can always get back my savings, but time passed, is forever lost. Parents are getting older, in fact I am getting older too. Praying hard that Allah makes things easy and sufficient for me, so I can give back at my best of ability.
Here to ending 2025 with humility.
Ive lost some, Ive gained some. C'est la vie.
Till we meet again in 2026. I am heading for my end of year vacation in peace, inshaAllah.
Assalammualaikum.
~ as such ~
