22 December 2015

::: Secebis Dosa

Near end of my 30 years journey.

I have been well blessed by The Almighty Allah
I have been showered by His magical happiness
I have been granted with things that I dreamt of
I have been much enlightened by His enormous guidance

Nonetheless, I know..
I have a dark history
I had committed big sins
I had walked across His boundaries
I had forgotten Him in many ways

In which I always regret
For what I have done unto myself
That distanced me from His better way

We always know that Allah is watching
But why do we still commit such wrongdoings?
Do we forget what is heaven or hell?
Or do we just live to satisfy the greed and shaytan?

Upon Him I pray
For our soul to be cleaned and aware
That He is watching
All for the goods He will redeem
And for those sins, we definitely need to pay


| in a painful memory, i wish to never stay |

2 December 2015

::: Life Lessons

As I get older, I become quieter. 

When surrounded by certain people, I choose to remain silent when things get dramatic or critical. It doesnt mean I refuse to discuss on that respective issues. Neither do I feel I am on the losing side. 

I am just plain tired of being in life crisis. That sorts of flow used to look complex and interesting back then. But now, nah, with too much on my plates, I would say I have had enough of those. Really, enough.

For now, let me just be alone. I am happy this way. I am free. I now hate personal commitment. I choose to concentrate on my career. I need not to worry about how to make everyone happy. I focus more on myself. I travel more. I learn more. I pick who I share my personal life with. I can giggle to the littlest joke. I may cry whenever I want. 

I am free. Free of burdening boundaries. 
I am free. I am me.


| the end |

8 November 2015

::: Departed

Little steps that bring me ahead
And the light that show me some guide
Some perfect men that keep me sane
Flawless women that are there and then
Thank you family, friends and strangers

May we meet again soon :)
x


| moving away isnt any easy, but at least, im done with it|

3 October 2015

::: Kuasa


Maha Suci Allah
Luas betul dunia Dia


| haze |

22 September 2015

::: Hello Again


Goodbye, Malaysia! :)


| honeymoon la hoi Kak Eton! |

10 September 2015

::: Free

Few weekends and oncalls away.
Yippy dabedabedu!


Then, another few weekends again.
Hooray!

| luasnya bumi Allah |

25 August 2015

::: Eiduladha Away

Ohoi la Raya Korban.
Cepat-cepat la datang.


| shall start planning the next one! |

3 July 2015

::: Al-Fatihah







Adeq Ahmad Firdaus in memory..
21 Sept 1985 - 4 Jul 2015

"I am sorry for not trying harder to reach him. I am really sorry. For his homeworks that I copied whenever I was all lazy, for the nice break and gossip between classes during our Phase 1 medical school, for his hot chocolate whenever winter hit us bad, for his smile and warmth words whenever I was all sorrow and homesick, for his friendliness to my parents during their visits, for his walk home after all the late night movies, for his kind courage whenever I felt I was all hopeless, for his shoulders that I cried on, for the secrets we had shared together, for his jokes that we laughed hard at, for his comfy sofa whenever I felt all alone, for his good heart, happy soul, sweet smile, brotherly love, I am so very thankful. He is in a better place now, I know. He will always be missed. Al-Fatihah. May Allah pay all his good deeds with Jannah. InshaAllah.."


| semoga kau tenang di sana sayang |

2 May 2015

::: Hello We Meet Again


Safely landed. Safe and sound. Lets roll the dice and counts millions blessings.


| piu piu |

21 April 2015

::: So Soon

Tak terasa. May comes next week.


Yippy!


| tunggu I, ok? |

31 March 2015

::: When..

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
 Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

| let her go |

22 March 2015

::: All Set To Go

Letter has been sent
Request has been informed
Awaiting results and confirmation
Lillahita'ala...

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Booked! 

| smooth sail inshaAllah |

23 February 2015

::: Few Steps To Go

September 2015. Will come in a blink of eyes. I will make that decision, that big decision, soon.

Insha-Allah. That choice will be made after some Istiqarah. Because I know, Allah knows best.

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Previously Mak Jah ni kan suka bebenor haaaa dgn Abg Bomba. Tapi baru-baru ni, terasa fobia pulak dengan Abg Bomba. Hahahaha funny. Abg Bomba kat Malaysia ni pelik-pelik kot perangai dia. Pastu kurang sado. Hahaha ok gurau kasar sikit!

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Poket oh poket. Bila nak penuh? Mungkin ada yang masih sudi hulur-hulurkan Tiffany? Hikhik~


| looking ahead, and smiling |

21 February 2015

::: Secret

The best feeling
As of now
Is to love
In secret
And to be loved
Secretly

You
Thank you
:)

| a good path will b eased |

13 February 2015

::: Lie

I believe in what the old saying says.
"Once a liar, always a liar.."

Told you so! Heh.

| what goes around, come around |

24 January 2015

::: Aim Higher


Our mission, shall be as sharp as our vision. And thus having ability to focus on our specific target too.

Be bold. Be ready. Be high.

| May, cepat datang.. :) |