::: >>> My Abg Bertunang

im really happy!!

my only brother, RIEZAN BOHARI akan bertunang with kak IDA RAHAYU YUSUF, esok 18th October 2009.

this is the 1st big event in our family. sbb dia yg paling tua, plus kitorg 2 beradik je, so even baru bertunang pun kira a big moment for us.. ngeee... sorry.. my family mmg hyper-emotional..



after balik dari gym ptg td aku checked my post box & tadaaaaa,, my bro's invitation card dah sampai.. yey! aku kemaruk betul nak tengok card ni since he mentioned that the cards are ready for distribution..







maaflah if yg backpart of the card tu a bit shaky.. ter-parkinson pulak..

well, this card (or shud i say POSTCARD?) is pretty simple but i love it..! a modern creative touch katenye.. no more flip-over card yg a bit traditional, i wud say. zaman dah berubah sgt dah paklong...

monday aritu, i went to post the hadiah for them. mmg very the lambat! i know.. hopefully those gifts akan reach them this week.. sorry ek abg & kakak.. u must know that this adik is really LAZY!



(walaupun hadiah x sampai kat tangan lg) below are my gifts to them. tengah pokai, so hanya mampu membeli Ted Baker wallet & purse for them..

eh.. jgn lupa macha! hadiah utk diri aku sendiri pun wajib jugak. so aku dah belikan diri aku a Ted Baker juge! yg merah makngah itu milik daku.. *wink wink* sungguh pemurah diri ini..

utk kakak & utk abg

utk diri ku yg baik hati kpd diri sndri

my parents pun agak bz kat rumah. tried to ber-webcam with them earlier today but sadly, streamyx tengah bengong! cenonet tul! melepas aku nak join the moments before the day.

kononnye my mom kate buat simple2 je kat our house. rumah pihak lelaki je pun.. tapi when i called home, meriah mcm nak buat konsert la pulak.. biasalah kan, anak sulung.. kalau anak bongsu dia ni nanti nak bertunang or kawen, cmne la gamaknye kan?

so esok is the big day! my bro's fren, Syuk (our schoolmate), kindly volunteers to capture the moments esok.. & i simply cant wait for his updates!! tq so much Syuk.. (you can visit his websites HERE or HERE or HERE!)

tibe2 mata aku naik juling.. aku pulak yg xsabar nk tggu 10 pg (Malaysian time) esok..!!

ABG!!! KAKAK!!! congrats!!!




| i pray for the best.. |

::: >>> Bosan Menjawab Telefon?

bosan dgn typical answers when menjawab tpon? wanna give some spice to ur life? torai la jang.. agak2 kena carut, silalah letak filter kat lobang tinger yek.



soalan: haloo. may i speak to Saleha please?
jawapan: maap. sini bukan balai polis.

soalan: haloo, siapa di sana?
jawapan: ntah. saya kat sini, mane ler saya tau sape kat sane..

soalan: haloo, boleh saya bercakap ngan bapak awak?
jawapan: nak cakap, cakap je ler. buat ape tanye saya?

soalan: haloo, boleh sambungkan ke nombor 3232?
jawapan: maap cik, nombor tak boleh disambung, hanye boleh dicampur atau ditolak. kalau huruf jawi, mungkin boleh disambung..

soalan: haloo Saleha, mak ade rumah?
jawapan: mak takde rumah. bapak ade la, pasal rumah ni bapak yang beli.

soalan: haloo Saleha, buat ape tu?
jawapan: kan ke aku tengah bercakap ngan engko kat tepon ni..

soalan: boleh saya bercakap ngan Saleha?
jawapan: maap. nombor yang anda dail tidak mahu memberikan perkhidmatannye... time kaceh..

soalan: haloo. tolong panggilkan Saleha utk saya boleh? saya nak bercakap dengan dia.
jawapan: sila panggil sendiri. saya sibuk ni. maap.

soalan: halloo...
jawapan: haloo. pusat sakit mental di sini. pendaftaran hanya dibuka mulai esok..

soalan: haloo. betul ke ini nombor 3234412?
jawapan: sila dail sekali lagi yek. kalo saya masih menjawab, betul ler nombor awk tu.

soalan: assalammualaikum...
jawapan: waalaikummussalam.. (tupp...! terus letak tepon. org bagi salam, kita wajib jawab)

agak kurang ajar ye ko ni Saleha!




| cite-cite : menjadi seperti Saleha |

::: >>> James Dyson

James Dyson
(visit HERE for his official UK homepage)

do you know him? the great English industrial designer.. masa mula2 dulu, his company manufactured barang2 diorg (vacccum clener & washing machine) in UK, then they move it to Malaysia in 2002. but production of other models, still lagi kat UK.. aku agak tertarik ngn mamat ni punye otak geliga.. so i chose to review some of his fabulous works..


1) Vaccum Cleaner

famous with his 1st Vacuum Cleaner intervention using cyclonic separation.. dia kuarkan model DC01-DC31.. those vaccums tak memerlukan filter utk mengasingkan ketulan2 debu dari udara/air/steam.. just pakai tarikan gravity & rotational effects je... dari segi VALUE, vacuum cleaner diorg is the best in US & UK..

Dyson Cleaner DC07

Dyson Handheld Cleaner DC16

2) Ballbarrow

ni ala2 keta sorong la.. tapi instead of using roda/wheel, dia letak bola plastic.. sbb the use of the plastic ball will help the kereta sorong to turn more easier.. jadi senanglah paklong2 semua nak menolak keta sorong tu. lagipun the plastic ball takkan tenggelam dlm air.. kiranya, atas air pun boleh guna keta sorong ni.. haa mau tak canggih? tapi kan paklong, diorg dh stopkan manufacturing of this keta sorong. maaf ye.. hancur cita2 nk main keta sorong atas air kan?

The Ballbarrow

3) Airblade

if korang masuk tandas awam, slalunye pakai hand dryer yg automatic kuarkan angin panas tu kan? kadang2 angin dia sgtlah panas smpaikan boleh menggelegakkan air & merebus telur ayam.. Dyson yg otak geliga ni invented a new style hand dryer. tak payah gunakan hot air, tapi just menggunakan air flow dgn kelajuan 400 mph & it is able to filter bacteria dari air. in 12 seconds, tanpa perlu 'merebus' kulit tangan korg, your hands are now kering! yey! hebat! dekat hospital kat Leicester ni pun dah start guna Dyson Airblade. mmg kemaruk mahal!

Dyson Airblade

4) Bladeless Fan

ini the latest intervention from him.. desk fan (kipas meja, kata mak ngah) kan slalunye ada bilah2 yg berpusing utk keluarkan angin.. tapi this Dyson's Air Multipier, xde bilah lgsg. dia gunakan kuasa vaccum utk sedut angin dari keliling & keluarkan angin in a very smooth flow.. xmacam kipas biasa yg angin dia mcm nk kasik ribut je! but this bladeless fan can give angin yg sepoi2 mcm real, mcm duduk kat tepi tingkap.. so rambut pun xserabai! (unless dpt angin taufan mcm kat jepun). diorg baru je start marketkan this model. minimum price is GBP 379.. wohooo!!

Dyson Air Multiplier

erm.. zaman dah berubah.. dunia dah maju.. duit pun kopak....


| sometimes, money = quality.. |

::: >>> My Future Career

1st situation..


doc J : hi Mrs H. how are you feeling today?
mrs H : not too bad. feeling much better & hope to be home by this weekend.
doc J : erm.. actually Mrs H, do you know why we had to scope your bowel last week?
mrs H : nope. no one tell me anything.
doc J : why didnt you ask?
mrs H : well, will it make any difference?
doc J : do you want to know?
mrs H : yes, tell me about it please.
doc J : we suspected that you may have cancer. but at this moment, we couldn't do much about it.
mrs H : owh? that's it?
doc J : are you fine knowing that? i'm sorry i have to tell you so.
mrs H : don't worry dear. i'm fine & will be fine. i accept whatever that's happening in my life. Lord gave it to me because He loves me more. He knows i can handle that. so why must i feel bad?
doc J : you are a strong lady. if you need anything, please give us a shout. we are here.
mrs H : thank you so much for taking care of me. doctors are great humans. they care for strangers. sometimes your own kids never want to wipe your tears away. but doctors, they are too kind..




| will i always know which way the wind blows? |

::: >>> My Masa Depan?

dalam mengejar masa depan, ada yg tersungkur, ada yg terhumban.. aku? bkn takat terhumban, lemas dalam lautan angin pun pernah.

when we mention MASA DEPAN, ape yg kita maksudkan? bagi aku yg tak berapa nk humble tapi boleh tahan laser mulut ni, i dont have definite definition of MASA DEPAN.

literally, it can mean esok, lusa, tulat, mggu dpn, bulan depan, tahun dpn, hujung dunia, akhirat sana..

aku? bagi aku it is something that I WISH FOR & I LONG FOR. tak kira la bila timeline tu akan berlaku. yg pasti, MASA DEPAN is something yg aku belom dpt lagi & aku HARAP aku akan dapat & aku NAK dapatkan.. faham ke paklong? (tak faham sudah! g tdo nuh...~)

apsal aku tibe2 meroyan pasal masa depan? sbb tibe2 aku rasa aku kalut ngn masa depan aku sendiri.. or shud i say, aku ada byk sgt 'MASA DEPAN'.. meaning, ada byk sgt wishes.. ek? ntahlah. nama pun kalut, aku pun xfaham cmne nak explain..



well MY TOP THREE WISHES are :

1) membahagiakan makayah aku.. dari segala segi, InsyaAllah. kasih sayang, tanggungjawab aku sbg seorg anak as well as sbg kawan kpd diorg.. dunia akhirat.

2) since incik tajudin kate aku still budak hingusan lagi (student katenye!), of course aku nak gapai cita2 aku.. bawak balik MBChB dari Leicester Uni.. bila bercakap bab cita2, aku bkn lah BERCITA-CITA nak jadi a doctor semata2. aku BERCITA-CITA nak have fun in works while offering help to others, in medicine or in other fields. if i have the time, if i have the opportunity, i want to pursue my study in Music & Arts, someday.. coz i believe that arts can bring us together, in joy & humanity.

3) settling down.. as a proper 'perempuan' dalam Islam.. in here & in the hereafter. having own beliefs, own family, own soulmate, own husband, own kids, own-etc.. (yeah, im greedy!)


(ni baru top 3, kang kalau aku listkan top 30, terkeluar pulak senarai Tiffany & Co, rumah banglo 5 tingkat, reban ayam, reban kambing, keta jaguar, keta lembu, keta sorong habis sume aku tulis.. sapa nak tolong tunaikan? angan2 dow!)


enuf of MASA DEPAN.

what about now? im just a screwed-up person.. wishing for everything, yet always failed to achieve anything.. *sighhhhh*




| i try to be optimist, incik sabarudin.. |

::: >>> Bergembira Dalam Lift

hari2 naik lift? bosan?

if takat 2-3 floors xpe jugak. kalau kena naik 89 tingkat? paling kurang pun 2 kali sehari la kan (melainkan korang naik ikut lift but turun ikut tangga, or worse, tak turun2 lgsg!)..

what if more kena naik lift more than twice daily? leh kena cancer jiwa!



1. Ketika anda hanya berdua dengan orang tak dikenali, cuit bahunya! Kemudian pura-pura melihat ke tempat lain..

2. Buat muka menyeringai kesakitan sambil pegang kepala & menjerit "Diam, semuanya diam!"

3. Bawalah kamera dan ambil gambar semua orang yang ada di dalam lift.

4. Pindahkan meja kerja ke dalam lift. Jika ada yang masuk, tanya samada mereka dah buat appoinment ke tak?

5. Letakkan sebuah bungkusan di sudut lift. jika ada yang masuk, tanya diorg adakah mereka mendengar bunyi tik... tik... tik...

6. Pura-pura jadi pramugari...! Tunjukkan prosedur keselamatan penerbangan seperti di dalam flight. Nak lagi molek, bawak jaket keselamatan berenang tu.

7. Ketika pintu lift tertutup, beri pengumuman kepada semua orang. "Bertenang, jangan panik, jap lagi die bukak balik!"

8. Buka beg tangan anda, sambil melihat ke dalam beg tangan & ckp sekuat mungkin, "Oksigen cukup tak kat dalam tu?"

9. Diam & jangan bergerak sama sekali di sudut lift, menghadap dinding, jangan sesekali keluar.

10. Dengarkan suara di dinding lift dengan stetoskop.

11. Buat garis di lantai sekeliling anda menggunakan kapur, & bagitau, "Ini adalah area SAYA!"


| klu nampak 2-3 org security guard bangunan tu dtg towards the lift, cpt2 lari!!! |

::: >>> My Lists

The Media

1. My HP Pavilion dv3500 Entertainment Laptop
2. My Samsung F480 Tocco
3. My Olympus X42 12MP (tho a bit crap, but i still love it)

The Instruments

1. My Organ
2. My Keyboard
3. My Guitar

The Vehicle

1. My Myvi
2. My parents car (leh pakai sampai pgsan tanpa perlu risau pasal minyak)
3. My bro's car (kdg2 kena paksa isi minyak jugak.. hoh busuk!)
   

The Bears

1. My Si Boncet
2. My Si Montok
3. My Cik Puteh

The Persons

1. My Parents + Bro + Future Sis In Law (they are getting engaged this weekend! yey!!!)
2. My Precious Him-Who-I-Shudnt-Reveal (i cant stop having you)
3. Myself

one of the patient i met last week told me....

'i am worried if i got nothing to be worried about..
it is worrying to not worry at all...'

| if no 1 & 2 in THE PERSONS are not worried, im convinced enuf to not to worry |

::: >>> My Autumn

it arrives... & im not prepared for this yet..

pagi2 pegi kelas, rase nk pakai glooves je tapi takut plak ada yg gelakkan aku.. lom ape2 dh meroyan kesejukan.. belom winter lagi. so, terpaksa la aku biarkan hujung2 jari tgn aku yg sungguh cantik berseri ini pucat & nearly biru dek sejuk amat sometimes..



daun2 dah gugur, pokok2 dah mula tinggal rangka je.. very windy, feel so dry, too chill.. membuatkan nafsu utk keluar dari bilik semakin kurang.. rase nk duduk dlm duvet je.. alangkah bahagianya kalau aku seorang penganggur...



btw, below are 2 shots taken last week when my frens & i went to sambut birthday a fren of ours at The Prezzo.. sape yg really membaca this post, will know about the giant karipap thing from that restaurant..

the crowd.. the birthday girl was the first girl on the left wearing brown jacket..

(PHOTO REMOVED)

the mad me

| leaves are falling down, so does my tears.. |

::: >>> My Sweet Recovery

well, u guys might be wondering, wth did i post recently.. honestly, u shud just know nothing. it is better that way.. knowing isnt the answer for everything.. kan kan kan?



so ni nk story ckit.. this morning, i felt a bit weak still, headed to Cardio Clinic with high hope..

mission hari ini : ask the consultant to sign my form for the end of block assessment.. (yup, i know, my medical school is still like a primary school. do admit).

i sat in the consultant's office, still wondering about what had happened last night.. tried my best to stop worrying.. and thanks Lord, i managed!

then Prof G came in, terus ckp 'well we are quite short of docs today. mind to sit with my reg?'.. aku yg penuh baik hati pun senyum & explained.. 'bla bla bla.. mintak sign.. bla bla bla.. last day..'

Prof G dgn lembut berkate, 'ok pls sit with Dr A, he will teach & assess you'.. eh aku pulak jadi pelik.. confused seperti alzheimer patient pulak dah..

bkn ape, 2weeks ago one medical student told me that this Prof G is 'a nasty piece of work' (ni ayat budak tu tau. bkn aku yg reka). he doesnt acknowledge medical students.. sbb tu aku avoided pegi his clinic all this while..

to my shamed!! HE IS NICE!! (haih.. i shudnt membati buta believed what others told me abt others...)

actually bkn tu cerita yg aku nak story.. terlebih pjg pulak mukadimah hari ni ek? ampun!

therefore, i sat with Dr A, the registrar. he was damn good. too good.. he taught me a lot! actually, too MUCH! glad that he was there..

ok ok back on track.. 1st patient came in. Dr A & i masuk la the examination room & greeted the patient.. few mins after ckp2 dgn that patient, suddenly Dr A bangun.. turned right, & walked 2 steps forward.. 'eh ngape plak Dr A ni? marah ke? tibe2 plak?'



rupa2nye.... dia pergi kat cermin, touchup rambut dia!!! ayyoo!!! stress nyer bai!!! kasik aku heart attack betul lah Dr A ni.. mmg la dia not bad, well kempt, fit, young (hensem? maybe...). ade plak boleh bgn tibe2 time patient tgh happily bercakap, just for his brief make-up moments...



aku pasrah je nengok dia gitu.... kelakar! after that moment, i got sudden strength & confident to speak out my opinions & questions. everything went well.. Prof G popped in once, to check on me, asking me either im happy with his reg or not.. wah.. terharunye.. sungguh la caring..

Dr A was really awesome.. assessment went well (tho a bit gagap gak time present history to Dr A).. Alhamdulillah.. everything was over.. this monday, a new cramping block, GI & Metabolic Care, is coming up!

& now i realized.. yesterday i might b crying, but today, He helps me to get thru it.. He is always by my side, really.. having one bad day, doesnt mean that im goin to have years of bad days..


| applied in medicine & life : learn from the history.. the answer is always there.. |

::: >>> My Lost

for d best of our interest, i will let you go..
may one day we will meet again, & fall in love, again..
if destiny isnt ours, then we have to accept the way it is..
in my heart, in my soul, you are the best i ever had..

to him-who-i-shudnt-reveal, tho we have to stop loving..
i know, & you know, that we cant really stop the feeling..
let the fantasies fade away, and run for our dreams..
we are goin to be just fine.. just fine, sayang..

it is time to change. really, it is..
maybe He wants us to see a brighter life
in here and in the hereafter
just believe that He will bring us back together

i will always be that girl..
and you will always be that asshole..

dont forget, to come back..
i am always waiting..




| no more sweet wake up |