::: Signing Off

Esok, the long journey begins.
Doakan aku selamat pergi.
Semoga juga akan kembali.
Doakan semuanya baik-baik saja.

Apalah sangat yang nak ditinggalkan.
Tak luak hidup.
Tak luak perasaan.
Tak luak apa saja.

Allah kan ada.


| you are not worthy of this space |

::: IMARET #KERANA KITA BERSAUDARA

Some of you may have already know that I was involved in IMARET Humanitarian Relief Mission to Cox's Bazar Bangladesh for The Rohingyans earlier this year. The journey was an eye opening.

As of now, the mission is still ongoing. IMARET is still deploying teams to Cox's Bazar fortnightly, bringing aids to the needful.

However, as another saddening news emerged over this last 2 weeks, clearly our neighbouring county is in need of our assistance too.

Hence, IMARET is sending our volunteers over to Sulawesi, to show them support and to offer aids wherever possible, mainly in the medical services.


++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


IMARET team’s report for the day on 5/10/2018:

From mobile clinic we have moved on to setting up a field hospital to help those in dire need of medical attention

Thank you for the donations raised so far: RM120,000! We still need more for our relief efforts.

SULAWESI EARTHQUAKE RELIEF

Help Us to Help Them
Charity Begins With You

Help us to help them by donating: 

Persatuan Perubatan Islam Malaysia
CIMB: 8600703709
Swift code: CTBBMYKL
Reference: Sulawesi

#IMARET4Sulawesi #keranakitabersaudara #charitybeginswithyou

| kerana kita bersaudara |

::: Lang Leav Sea Of Strangers

The best so far.

| reality check |

::: IMARET HUMANITARIAN RELIEF MISSION, COX'S BAZAR

I have been in Cox's Bazar, Bangladesh (to be specific in the Kutupalong Refugees Camp) for Rohingyan Humanitarian Relief Mission since 12th April 2018, representing IMARET, in collaboration with Malaysian Field Hospital (MFH) and OBATHelpers. There is so much to share.

Will update once time allows.
Anyway, Malaysians, be grateful, very grateful!

| charity begins with you |

::: To...

To live and to love

To fear and to bear

To die and to smile

++++++++++

I am heading to Bangladesh soon

May Allah ease the path

| ending soon |

::: Nikmat Yang Didustakan

Ingat 5 perkara
Sebelum 5 perkara

MashaAllah this sentence itself is beyond haunting

Setiap kesakitan datangnya dari Allah
Untuk mengingatkan aku tentang dosa
Tentang mati
Tentang neraka

Harap-harap Allah pelihara
Daripada segala kemungkaran

Tidak dia menguji
Sesuatu yang tidak mampu aku tempuhi


| la tahzan |

::: The Colours

Life aint just black and white.

Neither it is just rainbows and candies.

++++++++++++++++++++

Cant wait for next January.

Hello clouds, wish me well and happy.

++++++++++++++++++++

Maybe we shall change our aim.

Not just to travel abroad once or twice every year.

Lets aim for Umrah every one or two years. 

Shall we?

++++++++++++++++++++

Holy Land. MashaAllah. 

It is beyond inifinite peace. Tak boleh digambarkan sekadar dengan kata-kata.

You have to go there yourself to experience all these unexplainable emotions.

Mencium hajar aswad, solat di Rawdah. 

Tiada sedetik pun bimbang perihal dunia.

Setiap masa mengejar-ngejar pahala.

Subhanallah.

I swear that was the best 'holiday' I ever had in my entire life.

You could give me million visits to any places on earth, but I swear nothing is ever better than seeing Kaabah with your own two eyes.

I hope I can be there again, maybe in 2018 / 2019?

InshaAllah. Jom sama-sama pasang niat.

| Lets do this. Aim for it. Work for it. |

::: Mortal

If we cant be supportive or positive towards others' intentions and plans, it is wise for us to keep quiet and stay out of it. Our negative remarks is the last thing any person would need during any tasks. 

You can never be perfect in everything. If you ever feel 'I am always right, because I have been through it', you are definitely wrong and selfish! Sedangkan bulu badan setiap kita ini pun tak sama panjang, and you expect us to be similar? 

You really need to revisit your self reflection. Muhasabah. Bersangka baik. Berkata baik. It starts within yourself.

| learning life |

::: Soul Searching

Assalammualaikum...

| for Allah |

::: Confession

It has been a while since I experience this feeling.
Of being.. Hmmm
No, not loved.
But beyond...

I cant describe.

There are boundaries
That we know will forever exist
That put quote like 'loving doesnt necessary mean having'
Sounded as painful as hell

But those eyes...
Those words...
Those frequency...
Are beyond love

We crave for attention
For each other
We feel complete

This feeling that we have
May one day grows too much
But we will keep it just within us
No one shall let it be seen

No, not the feeling of loved
But beyond...


| midlife crisis |