::: The Colours

Life aint just black and white.

Neither it is just rainbows and candies.

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Cant wait for next January.

Hello clouds, wish me well and happy.

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Maybe we shall change our aim.

Not just to travel abroad once or twice every year.

Lets aim for Umrah every one or two years. 

Shall we?

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Holy Land. MashaAllah. 

It is beyond inifinite peace. Tak boleh digambarkan sekadar dengan kata-kata.

You have to go there yourself to experience all these unexplainable emotions.

Mencium hajar aswad, solat di Rawdah. 

Tiada sedetik pun bimbang perihal dunia.

Setiap masa mengejar-ngejar pahala.

Subhanallah.

I swear that was the best 'holiday' I ever had in my entire life.

You could give me million visits to any places on earth, but I swear nothing is ever better than seeing Kaabah with your own two eyes.

I hope I can be there again, maybe in 2018 / 2019?

InshaAllah. Jom sama-sama pasang niat.

| Lets do this. Aim for it. Work for it. |

::: Mortal

If we cant be supportive or positive towards others' intentions and plans, it is wise for us to keep quiet and stay out of it. Our negative remarks is the last thing any person would need during any tasks. 

You can never be perfect in everything. If you ever feel 'I am always right, because I have been through it', you are definitely wrong and selfish! Sedangkan bulu badan setiap kita ini pun tak sama panjang, and you expect us to be similar? 

You really need to revisit your self reflection. Muhasabah. Bersangka baik. Berkata baik. It starts within yourself.

| learning life |

::: Soul Searching

Assalammualaikum...

| for Allah |

::: Confession

It has been a while since I experience this feeling.
Of being.. Hmmm
No, not loved.
But beyond...

I cant describe.

There are boundaries
That we know will forever exist
That put quote like 'loving doesnt necessary mean having'
Sounded as painful as hell

But those eyes...
Those words...
Those frequency...
Are beyond love

We crave for attention
For each other
We feel complete

This feeling that we have
May one day grows too much
But we will keep it just within us
No one shall let it be seen

No, not the feeling of loved
But beyond...


| midlife crisis |

::: Time Off

Time spent well

| free |

::: Too Secured

There shall be no insecurity

When we hold tight to loyalty

There shall be no jealousy

When we hold tight to independency

| capability |

::: A Hero

Independent, as hell.

|  i am my own hero |

::: Near Date

Less than a month to go.
I hope it marks my new destiny.
Im excited, thrilled, happy and impatient.
Yet I feel more lost, not ready, scared and trembled.

But they say true love is not easy.
I know Im finding one.
Finding the right ONE.


| not easy |

::: Unspoken Uphill

Life seems like an arduous journey recently - with self monologue becoming more negative and destructive than ever.

Im being too tough on myself, and tougher towards others, for that, Im sorry.

This phase will end soon, I hope. Hence do not worry..


| burdensome |

::: The Not-Sorry

Going stronger. 

Because I have nothing to lose. 

Got so much to achieve. 

Done enough to please.

Wont care if no one ever feel sorry.

Because, again, I have nothing to lose.

| forward |