it is so damn hard to smile everyday.. to everyone..
but i cant tell someone, or at least anyone.
to share this feeling that i hold deep within.
it is easier to make others happy.
but is it that easy to be happy for myself?
when tears mean nothing.
when laughter means everything.
i am buried alive by the guilt in me.
so scared that i can only fall asleep when birds are already free.
to share is hard, but to listen, i always will.
i rather feel anything.
but i wont let my loved ones lost that one thing.
happiness it is.
no one understands, never tell, i will.
| i tend to say that I am O.K. can anyone really close see?? |
but i cant tell someone, or at least anyone.
to share this feeling that i hold deep within.
it is easier to make others happy.
but is it that easy to be happy for myself?
when tears mean nothing.
when laughter means everything.
i am buried alive by the guilt in me.
so scared that i can only fall asleep when birds are already free.
to share is hard, but to listen, i always will.
i rather feel anything.
but i wont let my loved ones lost that one thing.
happiness it is.
no one understands, never tell, i will.
| i tend to say that I am O.K. can anyone really close see?? |
salam..
ReplyDeletekenak tok yang..? ada pa2 ka? cita la ngan kamek.. boh simpan2 a.. kamek ada untuk dengar..=)
ko ada secret admire kew?
ReplyDeleteayeng, tq for ur concern hun.. i know u r always there to listen. but maybe, im willing to keep it to myself at the moment. as long as it is bearable :) tq tq tq..
ReplyDeletezul, mender plak nye secret admire.. sengal hahha