::: Soul Searching

Assalammualaikum...

| for Allah |

::: Confession

It has been a while since I experience this feeling.
Of being.. Hmmm
No, not loved.
But beyond...

I cant describe.

There are boundaries
That we know will forever exist
That put quote like 'loving doesnt necessary mean having'
Sounded as painful as hell

But those eyes...
Those words...
Those frequency...
Are beyond love

We crave for attention
For each other
We feel complete

This feeling that we have
May one day grows too much
But we will keep it just within us
No one shall let it be seen

No, not the feeling of loved
But beyond...


| midlife crisis |

::: Time Off

Time spent well

| free |

::: Too Secured

There shall be no insecurity

When we hold tight to loyalty

There shall be no jealousy

When we hold tight to independency

| capability |

::: A Hero

Independent, as hell.

|  i am my own hero |

::: Near Date

Less than a month to go.
I hope it marks my new destiny.
Im excited, thrilled, happy and impatient.
Yet I feel more lost, not ready, scared and trembled.

But they say true love is not easy.
I know Im finding one.
Finding the right ONE.


| not easy |

::: Unspoken Uphill

Life seems like an arduous journey recently - with self monologue becoming more negative and destructive than ever.

Im being too tough on myself, and tougher towards others, for that, Im sorry.

This phase will end soon, I hope. Hence do not worry..


| burdensome |

::: The Not-Sorry

Going stronger. 

Because I have nothing to lose. 

Got so much to achieve. 

Done enough to please.

Wont care if no one ever feel sorry.

Because, again, I have nothing to lose.

| forward |

::: Free

Hello Malaysia!

| the smell of our home |

::: A Break

Blessed

Alhamdulillah

| Work hard, play hard |

::: Cukupkah, cukuplah

Cukupkah

Amal kita

Sedekah kita

Ibadah kita

Iman kita

Konon cita-cita

Menjenguk rumah Yang Esa

Namun sedikit tak ada gusar

Membikin noda dosa

Cukuplah

Jangan ditambah bakul-bakul dosa

Sudahlah

Sudahlah

| cukup-cukupkan |

::: For Things We Cant Say, Write

| alhamdulillah |