::: Moving On

Orang cuma dapat mendengar, dapat cuba untuk memahami
Tetapi yang merasa sakitnya cuma kita sendiri

What a broken heart needs is time
With time, come strength
With time, come patience
With time, come acceptance


Biarlah cuma Allah ada di hati
Biarlah cuma Allah rindu disemi
Biarlah cuma Allah cinta diberi
Kerana Allah tidak pernah menyakiti

La Tahzan
Allah dah kata jadi, maka jadilah segala
Allah takkan uji lebih daripada kita punya kudrat tenaga
Juga kemampuan hati

Yakin
Percaya
Allah balas segala 


| to walk through is the hardest path. once through, it will all be just fine |

:: A Letter to You

Dear you,

Just 3 days in 2013, yet so much have happened to me, friend. And I believe, such so did happen in yours too. =)

I now have learn to come to term - to let everything bad passes me as flawless as they want. But to reminisce every single happy moment that I deserve to celebrate.

I want to not question for their reasons to happen, but I will learn to analyze my mistakes - creating changes and moving forward. Forgive and forget, apologize and behave.

I am done letting myself to fall along a bottomless hill. Seeing things around me, make me realize, of what purposes I really live for.

We have family. Yet we spend good time the very least with them. (oh, maybe this applies on me only)

We have true friends. Yet we turn around thinking someone else is better than them.

Sad, regret - for so much that I have missed.

Today, 2 days before I turn 28, I am writing this thing to you, to remind you, my future self, to not look down on yourself during any bad periods. 

Have faith, to face hardships. Accept some facts that no one is perfect. Accept others as they are and deliver forgiveness as they request.

Strength, is what I am working towards. So must you.

Strength to become realistic in achieving dreams. 

Strength to bear with hardships that are really unforeseen.

Ganbatte kudasai, Arieza!

May you realize, upon reading this, that you have made a promise, to none other than yourself. So get up, and have fun in learning about life! =)

Love,

You

| =) |

::: Cliche 2013

Daripada tajuk pun dah tahu, entry ini going to be lame - which includes wishing everyone a happy new year and live long in joy and prosperity. Lame! Ceit.

Not now. Tahun baru, apa sangat la yang istimewa. Setiap 12 bulan sambut benda yang sama. Kesudahannya? Ada apa-apa ke yang berubah? Bagai nak rak menyambut sakan. Muharram dah lama berlalu, Mek.. Malam itu, kau tahu yang buku amalan kau dah buka siri baru?

Do you think you were better last year? Do you think you had achieved more last year? Do you think you were even making any small progress at all in every aspects?

Kalau ada, tahniah. Teruskan pencapaian.

Kalau takda, tak payah la seronok bebenor nak menyambut new year kononnyer. Habuk pun tarak. Masih di takuk lama. Masih belum ada yang mampu dibanggakan. Tin kosong ketang ketong ketang ketong~

Tahun silih berganti. Usia meningkat meniti. Bukan cuma kita, tetapi mak ayah kita juga.

Benar ajal maut di tangan Tuhan. Namun aku bukan sempurna boleh tolak segala rasa gundah apabila mempersoal usia orang tua. Hari-hari tadah tangan. Semoga semuanya baik-baik sahaja. Allah tahu setiap perjalanan. Esok lusa mungkin aku yang tiada.

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Cliche-nya topik azam tahun baru, kan? Well, semoga mata kau terus rela membaca benda redundant sebegini... So, here goes.

Untuk aku...

"Mahu lebih dekat pada Allah. Belajar jadi lebih tabah. Ada rintangan, belajar pasrah. Semoga Allah akan permudah."

| malam tahun baru, banyak maksiat berlaku |