It is near the end of 2022.
It really goes by at a blink of an eye.
This year started with hope - loadssss of it. And I thought this year will end with a stronger vibe.
But I was wrong. Mehhhhh.
Tests and challenges are in fact signs of Allah's reminder as well as blessings.
Nothing good comes easy, I believe.
Allah made a person, K, came into my life - but it was short lived.
Promises were broken, memories were dark.
But I am gonna look at this from a positive perspective.
I know I do not lose anything.
I am on the winning end - big win.
He came at a good time, really. And I thought I was ready. Yet no, I was actually never ready.
Again, I know now that it was a test from Him the al-Mighty.
To remind me that I should always rely on Him.
- during the goods and the bads, the ups and the downs.
La hawla wala quwwata illa billah...
I may have no shoulder to cry on sometimes, but I always have a ground to put my head and shed my tears on.
Because only Allah is the ultimate Listener.
May the end of 2022, marks a good start of the upcoming years. I am all ready.
Embarking a new journey of freedom and self-love - inshaAllah.
| May Allah removes this testing sorrow from me |
