Trust itu kepercayaan. Betul? Yes.. Betul..
I honestly have issues with trust, since I was little. I hardly trust people. True. HARDLY! Because I have piles of experiences that make me see people as unreliable living things. The trauma taught me so great in judging people at first instance. Not that I said my first impressions are always correct, but hey, dont deny that all of us have our own stereotype thinking, arent we? I know you are nodding silently.. Huh.
Believe me. For me named Arieza, it is not easy to learn to trust at least 1 person - even parents, siblings and the most loved one. Trust is to be gained, not given. With that secrets of past, it seems so impossible to trust at least one person! But yet, I LEARNT!!
When I said I trust you, meaning I am willing to and have sacrifice so much to overcome that great deal of my own fear and past. Thus, I beg any of you - who I already trust, who I already have faith in - to listen, to share, to love, to live together - please dont take that trust for granted. Once it is ruined, I swear I will never give it again. And I swear, you are not the one that deserve to gain it in the first place!
Aneh.
Hari-hari ada orang sakit. Hari-hari ada orang mati. Hari-hari juga ada kes buang bayi. Hari-hari ada orang disakiti. Hari-hari ada orang menggapai bahagia. Hari-hari ada semua benda. Apa yang tak ada? Semua ada. Macam-macam ada.
Aneh.
Hidup.. Bak deretan jutaan pentas drama yang tak pernah lekang dari gelak tawa, tak pernah lekang dari titis air mata, tak pernah lekang dari segala emosi dari jiwa.
Kau pilih apa? Aku pilih apa? Kiri kanan laluan tak sama. Tapi biar kita janji jumpa di hujung sana...
| bila arieza tak suka |
I honestly have issues with trust, since I was little. I hardly trust people. True. HARDLY! Because I have piles of experiences that make me see people as unreliable living things. The trauma taught me so great in judging people at first instance. Not that I said my first impressions are always correct, but hey, dont deny that all of us have our own stereotype thinking, arent we? I know you are nodding silently.. Huh.
Believe me. For me named Arieza, it is not easy to learn to trust at least 1 person - even parents, siblings and the most loved one. Trust is to be gained, not given. With that secrets of past, it seems so impossible to trust at least one person! But yet, I LEARNT!!
When I said I trust you, meaning I am willing to and have sacrifice so much to overcome that great deal of my own fear and past. Thus, I beg any of you - who I already trust, who I already have faith in - to listen, to share, to love, to live together - please dont take that trust for granted. Once it is ruined, I swear I will never give it again. And I swear, you are not the one that deserve to gain it in the first place!
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Aneh.
Hari-hari ada orang sakit. Hari-hari ada orang mati. Hari-hari juga ada kes buang bayi. Hari-hari ada orang disakiti. Hari-hari ada orang menggapai bahagia. Hari-hari ada semua benda. Apa yang tak ada? Semua ada. Macam-macam ada.
Aneh.
Hidup.. Bak deretan jutaan pentas drama yang tak pernah lekang dari gelak tawa, tak pernah lekang dari titis air mata, tak pernah lekang dari segala emosi dari jiwa.
Kau pilih apa? Aku pilih apa? Kiri kanan laluan tak sama. Tapi biar kita janji jumpa di hujung sana...
| bila arieza tak suka |
nape ek ko suka bermain dengan perasaan sekarang ni??
ReplyDeleteselama ni aku nengok ko brutal jerkkk
Zack Zaifull - tu la ko dlu takmo baca blog frenster aku! eiman je tau.. hahaha
ReplyDeletemy problem is i trust people easily. sampai selalu kena tipu. -_-
ReplyDeleteaku pun jenis senang percaya kat orang. even kalau dia penah buat silap tapi aku cepat forgive and forget............
ReplyDeletesebab aku jenis kalau betoi2 tak suka, pandang muka pun aku tanak. so aku try to avoid tak suka kat orang......
Oh emosi ke ni? HEHE
ReplyDeleteMONYET & UKM?
ssh nk percaya org jgk...sbb penah kena tipu..so ambik masa nak percaya org...
ReplyDeletekita terbalik weh. heuheuheu
ReplyDeletehari-hari hari lain. kenapa ya?
ReplyDeletenn - tu kena hati2 tu :)
ReplyDelete.s.o.f.i.a. - ish bhya ni cpt sgt ktk cayak ngn org kak pia. manusia nektok mcm2 perangei. ya susah mok cayak..
Privacy_Resident - ngape?
black_mel - tu la.. aku ni bkn takat amik masa utk percaya. payah amat2 utk percaya. aku leh percaya, tapi sedikit sahaja. huhu
Amal - hati2 dik ngn manusia... jgn percaya sgt.. bljr utk tidak percaya sedikit :)
hBz - entah lah kenapa hari2 hari lain.. sat aku telefon yg di atas awan..
memang susah nak percaya orang, sebab ramai yang berselindung di sebalik wajah...
ReplyDeletetak caya kat uncle la ye....
ReplyDeleteINTANKUTERPILIH - benar tu intan. manusia byk jenis topeng..
ReplyDeleteber_u_wang - bukan tak percaya sepenuhnya..