All my bags are pack
I am ready to go
/ fly high /
15 December 2014
13 November 2014
30 July 2014
28 July 2014
::: Allahu
Maha suci Allah
Pemberi cahaya
Untuk segala yang Dia cipta
Pemberi jalan
Untuk segala yang Dia hakkan
Pemberi cahaya
Untuk segala yang Dia cipta
Pemberi jalan
Untuk segala yang Dia hakkan
Baru sudah aku tahu
Maha benar seadanya ujian
Maha benar seadanya kecelakaan
Maha benar seadanya ujian
Maha benar seadanya kecelakaan
Nauzubillah
Allah
Tunjukkan
Allah
Tunjukkan
Padamkan
Apa sahaja yang masih berbaki
Apa sahaja yang masih berbaki
Tunjuk aku
Jalan ke syurga
Beri aku
Bahagia ibu bapa
Kirim aku
Imam yang tak berdusta
Jalan ke syurga
Beri aku
Bahagia ibu bapa
Kirim aku
Imam yang tak berdusta
Salam dari perantauan
Jauh jauh dari kenangan
Dekat dekat dengan kebenaran
Jauh jauh dari kenangan
Dekat dekat dengan kebenaran
| what a truth |
7 July 2014
8 May 2014
4 May 2014
::: Tired
There are times..
I am just too tired..
I am just too tired..
- of being nice
- of being responsible
- of being friendly
- of being detailed
- of being helpful
- of being hopeful
- of being everything
- of being responsible
- of being friendly
- of being detailed
- of being helpful
- of being hopeful
- of being everything
That I can
- for my patients
- for my career
- for my future
- for my patients
- for my career
- for my future
Because I have missed and will further miss
- countless hours of my sleep
- hundreds of my loved ones' weddings
- hundreds episodes of my favourite tv shows
- thousands moments of my family gathering
- many opportunities to meet someone new
- countless hours of my sleep
- hundreds of my loved ones' weddings
- hundreds episodes of my favourite tv shows
- thousands moments of my family gathering
- many opportunities to meet someone new
Just to care for some ill strangers
But one thing keeps me moving
Keeps me smiling
Is what I hold deep within
"WHAT IF THOSE LYING THERE SICKLY..
Keeps me smiling
Is what I hold deep within
"WHAT IF THOSE LYING THERE SICKLY..
ARE MY PARENTS, MY FAMILY, OR MY FRIENDS?"
I shall be thinking
"Would the doctor be
- nice
- responsible
- friendly
- detailed
- helpful
- hopeful
- and everything that is positive?"
- nice
- responsible
- friendly
- detailed
- helpful
- hopeful
- and everything that is positive?"
+++++++++++++++++++++++++
3 minggu lepas, aku oncall EOD. Sikit lagi nak jadi gila. Setiap oncall pulak jonahnya Masha-Allah. Melampau-lampau. Selalunya oncall aku 60% cold.
Tapi minggu tu entah kenapala semua oncalls aku panas membara. Admissions tak henti-henti. Emergency OT sampai ada 14 open appendicectomies. Tak termasuk case laparotomies lagi.
That week, my total hours of sleep hanya 15jam. Hebat. Mata jadi panda.
Hari terakhir postcall, boleh pulak aku tertidur masa driving, Mak Jemah oi.. Sedar-sedar dah accident. Kesian. Dengan jujur aku cakap kat mamat tu "Sorry. Saya tertidur masa driving. Penat".
Gamaknya dia kesian. Or terkejut? Tengok muka persis katak aku. Yg berminyak tak bermaya. Pucat. Lepas 4 hari oncall sepanjang minggu.
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My boys are both so lovely. I will love you till Jannah. InshaAllah. Semua ini memang sekadar pinjaman Allah. Tapi cukup. Aku syukur sebab sempat merasa. Disayang dan menyayang =)
| jonahness continues |
7 March 2014
::: Oppa
I guess my recent posts had escalated several things up on the other side eh? I knew it would. Huh.
Too obvious. Too obvious.
Keep on rolling dude. Roll until you are done. And crashed.
| ♡ Kang Gary |
27 February 2014
::: Living Out
Have you ever heard about any tale about living as a backpacker? Well if you never did, then you are not that interested enough to pursue your journey as a real backpacker then..
A piece of bag pack. A pair of shoes. Two to three pairs of jeans. Less than five pairs of tees. A pair of sunglasses. A suit of raincoat. Some little toiletries. A good map of certain cities. A cute dictionaries of certain languages. A good amount of money.
And set you go! Fly free, like the little bird..
++++++++++++++++++++
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye
++++++++++++++++++++
| see you around! |
26 February 2014
::: Faith
Those two taught me well, on fear and hope. Yes, never take a simple fear for granted. Always offer hope, for it is worth a good life and a pretty smile.
+++++++++++++++++++++
Little, but definite.
Is fear.
Small, but great.
Is hope.
++++++++++++++++++++++
Hello aeroplanes! We meet again! Serve me well. Bring me good journey!
| faith is just plain beautiful |
22 February 2014
::: I used...
I used
To have a happy life
To have a happy life
I used
To have a great friend
To have a great friend
I used
To have a good lane
To have a good lane
Now
I have a happier life
I have a happier life
Now
I have a greater friend
I have a greater friend
Now
I have a better sane
I have a better sane
Game on.
In your face.
| that is just right |
In your face.
| that is just right |
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