::: >>> Pergi by Aizat.. Poodah???

AJL dah tamat. surely jap lg, ramai yg buat review pasal the winners.. ini layak. itu tak layak..

well. typical bukan? hihihi. aku bukan nak buat siaran ulangan. aku just nak kate yg aku berpuas hati that the song Pergi by Aizat won the AJL. congrats to Pergi, Dan Sebenarnya & Bencinta plus Black.

from my opinion, the melody for the song Pergi was superb & the lyrics was emotionally written. mengikut falsafah aku (yg penah la jugak belajar music sekerat jalan di London International School of Music dlu), 'a beautiful song can always give u goosebumps.'

damn! sangat benar.. setiap kali aku dengar lagu ni & membayangkan kisah duka lara yg lama, boleh meremang bulu roma dowh. tegak setegak-tegaknya! sgt touchy. to leave & to be left.. is equally hard.



ada insan2 creative buat statement yg lagu Pergi ni akan ada version India pulak, tajuk dia is Poodah... ye ke nyah? sengal! but ape2pun, english version for lagu Pergi, yg bertajuk I Go is what i prefer the most!

have i mentioned that this post is a 'from my opinion' view??


| i dare not live without melody~ |

::: >>> My Worst Winter?

hi peeps. just a quick update from me.

UK is having the worst winter in 25 years. snow is getting thicker. temperature is still dropping. EPL & other football matches are postponed. accident number is increasing. bla bla bla..~ *sigh*

but contradictorily, tonite i was craving like hell for ice-cream! in this sort of weather? believe me, im insane!

pergh.. melelah wa cakap lu! duduk dpn heater, smbil silang kaki atas kusi.. tengok tv citer 'Come Dine With Me'. nikmat!

btw, for those yg belom rabun & buta, at the top left corner of this blog, is an icon 'Blogger, We Care'. please click the icon for further details. we are here to help each other, at the very least. thanks HBZ for the html code. go HERE if u want it too.




| mlm ini aku mkn ben & jerry. ada org yg tgh menahan kelaparan.. sama2lah membantu.. |

::: >>> Human Madness

i guess everyone already read the news regarding the 4 family members those were killed brutally back in Nogori Sembilan.. my condolence to the whole family members. what a tragedy. pergh! ada yg putus tgn. putus kepala tu yg xtahan tu.. yg plg hebat, kepala mangsa dijumpai di Shah Alam. mujur x dibawaknye ke Perlis or Sabah. mmg aku tabik!

yg membunuh? anak sendiri..
yg terbunuh? ayah sendiri, kakak (or adik?) sendiri, atuk & nenek sendiri.

good Lord, ape yg dh terjadi? manusia dirasuk syaiton kah? kerana dadah? schizo + psycho? duhai mat2 dadah, mat2 ganja, mat2 depressed, mat2 saiko, mat2 kiciwa & mat2 gila di luar sana.. kot ye pun rasa nak membunuh, bunuh la cicak or anjing giler. dpt jugak kap-ba-ra-kap-alip-ta-nun. paling tak pun, main dota smpai putus nyawa. lagi molek.

ape rasanya after tetak kepala ayah sendiri? puas hati? dapat apa in the end? dapat jongkong emas 98 ketul dr dalam kepala dia ke? mengucap! mengucap!




| oh hari ini Birthday abg daku yg ke 26. Selamat Tua Abg Riezan! |

::: >>> Adakah Dia Kau Yang Punya?

bila bab jodoh, ada banyak isu yg boleh di'gaduh'kan.



aku admit (incik sabarudin sila baca dengan teliti yek hihihi) yg aku mmg byk berfikir. a detailed person, u may call me. kdg2 naik jemu nak melayan kepala otak ni.

bila timbul bab pasangan jiwa (katenyer!), aku terfikir... 'camne nk tau yg org tu mmg jodoh kita? mmg dia ke yg akan sehidup semati dgn kita? for sure???'

yg kawen beranak 7 pun boleh bercerai.
yg bertunang pun putus tengah jalan.
yg bercouple toksah cerita la kan?
hari2 dok bercakar-cakaran.

clearly, aku xde jwpn. bagi aku ada satu cara yg almost definite untuk tau either 'si dia' tu milik ko atau tidak. GIVE IT A TRY! maksud aku, cuba 'berumahtangga dengan si dia'.

yes. mencuba. bsungguh2! bkn mencuba setakat ketulan taik2 ayam je tau.. add some flavour of positive thinking (pinjam quote incik sabarudin jap) that the two of you gonna last forever.

andai kekal ke hujung nyawa, mmg dia kau yg punya.. (milik kau di dunia cuma!)




| aku, kau.. kita mencuba! |

::: >>> My White Birthday

the playground in a park close to my accommodation

the hospital sitting area

kelas pun dh selamat bermula on the 4th Jan. birthday daku yg awet muda ni pun dah disambut dgn bahagia.. thx to all family members, incik sabarudin busuk, plus all frens for your lovely & warm wishes. thx too for the gifts.. love them all!

btw, to incik sabarudin ku, tahun dpn bagi ar rumah banglo 7 setengah tingkat pulak, boleh?



kepala otak dah semakin beku & berkarat akibat ketuaan yg tak mampu dibendung lagi.. kalau la ada kedai yg 'jual' umo muda, mmg setiap tahun aku beli so that umo aku xlebih dr 20. alangkah indahnya dunia...!

on my birthday smlm, celik2 mata je that morning, jenguk tingkap & nmpk dunia dh putih suci & murni.. snow lebat rupanye mlm tu. the whole day till nite pun snowing memanjang. hari ni pun snowing lg. fed-up sudah!

when snow is melting, jalan jadi licin! itik & penguin pun boleh jatuh tergelincir atas snow tu. nk pegi kelas pun dgn hati terpaksa (konon la kan! time cerah terang benderang pun mls. inikan pulak time2 sebegini).. tapi ku gagahi jua hati & jiwa raga ini.

sapa nak order snow, sila hubungi daku scpt mgkn ye.. kang hbs stok plak.
nk baper guni? seguni rm 4.20 je. kos pghntaran adalah free ok!

sapa suke pegi kelas? sila angkat keyboard!




| rindunye kat hujan lebat & guruh serta petir sabung menyabung di Malaysia~ |

::: >>> My Arieza Is 25!

well, i know it is not the 5th of Jan yet in the UK. but according to my birth cert, i was born in Malaysia! indeed, it is already pass midnight back home!

Happy Birthday Arieza! (tepat! aku mmg tgh syiok sendiri.. ada aku kisah?? hehehehehe)



firstly Alhamdulillah, the merciful Him gives me another year of journey. please guide me through this unpredictable life.

anyway, unfortunately papa & mama got back home too early that i missed another birthday with them around.. thx abg & kakak too for their warm wishes.

i know how deep their love is, without them saying a word. indeed, i know their love is for eternity.. thx so much papa, mama, abg & kakak. i love you all the most!



to incik sabarudin, my special thx to you, my dear. im really touched by the gift. thx for being by my side as always. i lip lap lip lap u! *giggles*



to all frens, endless list it is, those who were sending texts, emails, YM IMs, Fbook walls, Fbook messages, calls etc (world is just becoming too sophisticated aint it?), million thanks dude! your warm is sufficient enough to make my happy tears drop. may our frenship lasts. insyaAllah.

25 years a.k.a. a quarter of a century old, i am. i've been through countless things. realistically, even more to come. i wish myself the best, that's for sure.


| tua sudah...~ |

::: >>> Run Away

i am running away
because at the end of the road
we lost every sense of control
you and i
we are ruined.


| heartless |

::: >>> My Sour Coffee

badan menggigil.
hujan renyai2.
argh!!! perut lapar~
menuju ke dapur.
menjerang air.
ambik my fav glass.
half-teaspoon of coffee powder.
2 teaspoons of fine sugar.
tuang air panas tiga suku penuh.
ambik semi-skimmed milk.
tuang susu secukup rasa.
kacau kacau kacau..
ermm.. baunye amat sedap.
meh rase sikit...
eh.. eh.. masammm??
cittt.. susu sudah basi......!!




| hari ni aku kempunan starbucks coffee! kenapa susu ibu xpenah basi??? |

::: >>> My True Colour?

hipokrasi! aku benci!!



really, let me be honest. i think, mat salleh a.k.a omputeh byk yg plastics - meaning a lot of them are those hypocrites. pergh! sakit jiwa!

depan muka kita dia ckp 'great', 'awesome', 'lovely' etc.. dekat belakang actually mcm2 'criticism' yg diorg ada but prefer to simpan dlm hati (note that i mentioned critics NOT condemns!).

why cant u say it out loud bast*rd/b*tch?

dont you know that sometimes criticism is what people need the most? 'ordinary' people do have some dissatisfaction, hatred, jealousy & other negative feelings in them. just be frank & say it politely..

you CAN'T and DON'T HAVE to please EVERYONE! (peeps, this is not rocket science..!)

tapi ramai jugak di antara diorg yg quite outspoken.. but their 'too civilized' nation tend to be pretty plastics. evil!




| plastic is non-degradable, harap maklum! |

::: >>> My Great New Year Celebration!

Dari Kerusi Meja Penaja - ini entri pjg. sila jgn baca jika ada masalah kejulingan mata yg kronik.

01/01/10. gerenti ramai la yg menikah arini (sah & tidak sah sbb ada jugak yg xsempat nak nikah tp dah sangap nk 'kawen'! mlm tahun baru, sontot budak baru? kan?) sungguh typical manusia skrg. nk kawen pun kena pilih tarikh yg lawa2. ape kes? kepala otak susah nk hafal tarikh yek? takut nnt bila dh 3thn after nikah, isteri mengamuk sbb terlupa tarikh anniversary?? standard!



new year celebration.. ada yg togak smpai pgsan.. ada yg sambut anniversary di mlm new year...

aku? smlm aku sambut new year dlm bus je.. pathetic kan??? tp dgr kate ada org sambut kat opis.. mane satu lg pathetic? hehehehe.. (ampun!!!)

ko ingat aku suka suki nk sambut new year dgn 'driver bus-yg-budget-macho-tp-adalah-macho-ckit' tu? coz smlm have to send my parents to London Stansted Airport.. they were heading home to Malaysia (namo la citer pasal diorg balik. karang terasa mcm nk kupas bawang merah plak!)..

• 9.45 pm -

bus sampai dekat bay 20. aku tengok dr jauh, xde queue lgsg for that bay! bus to London penuh plak org beratur! new year katanyer.. abg driver tgh menogak coffee... smbil menjerebukan langit. mesti paru2 dia dah hitam pekat.. aku pasti!

• 9.50 pm -

dia bukak pintu, aku naik bus (xkan dia bukak pintu, aku tutup pintu tu balik plak kan?).. masuk2 je, tengok suasana suram. dia bukak dimmed light.. boleh lg ar nk tengok aksi2 panas yg ada...

aik? aku sorang je ke passenger? wah itu bus ana yg punya! aku nk meniarap atas lantai smbil garu montot pun boley.. aku ambik seat plg depan. bkn yg kat blkg driver bus tu. yg oppsite tu. faham? eleh! xkan xpenah naik bus kot. poyo!

• 9.51 pm -

abg driver bus start engine & perjalanan 'kami berdua' bermula.. cey. romantiknyer kami! aku perempuan suci, dia lelaki (mungkin gay, mungkin bisex, mungkin straight, aku lupa plak nk tanye).. jgn2 dlm hati dia dok fikir 'minah ni manusia ke jelmaan mak pontianak di mlm new year.?' ok ok.. aku tipu! diorg xtau pontianak tu ape. diorang tau vampire & casper je! du'uh, bosan~

• between 10 pm and 11.30 pm -

bus tu berhenti kat several stops, nk pick up passengers la konon. sadisnye, xde seketul pun manusia yg naik! stp kali berhenti, abg driver tu je yg bergiat aktif menghitamkan paru2 dia..

sepanjang journey tu, aku perasan abg driver tu slalu amat menogak coffee dia.. ngantok ke bang oi? adeh lah... jgn dia langgar divider jln sudah! kang x pasal2 ada berita kt front page BBC News version melayu yg berbunyik - 'seorang penumpang wanita cedera setelah bus yg dinaikinya terbabas.. seorang sahaja mangsa kerana dia seorang je penumpang bus tersebut'

bikin cuak je abg driver ni.. tp dia seorang pemandu yg berhemah. saya bangga menjadi penumpang abg.. aummmm~~!

• 11.40 pm -

finally kat Luton Airport, the last stop before my final destination, barulah ada sorang mamat tinggi naik.. lega tak la lega sgt. bertiga je dlm bus. 2 seats je ada manusia. yg lain2 tu mungkin ada syaitooonnnn tgh duduk... tggu peluang utk menghasut.. ngeri!

• 11.59 pm -

tik tik tik.. 1minit lg before midnite. abg driver pasang radio kuat2. lintas lgsg from The Big Ben, London..

• 12 midnite -

6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.... 'Happy New Year!!!!'- jerit abg driver itu kepada aku & mamat tinggi td.. pergh! mujur jantung aku kt dlm bdn.. klu x, dah jatuh ke lantai bus dek terkejut sakan!

kitorg bertiga pun wish masing2 Happy New Year.. aduyai. tragisnye sambut New Year dlm bus, BERTIGA SAHAJA pulak tu! pandang kt luar bus, nmpk la sana sini ada fireworks.

terpandang bulan yg cerah plak.. bulan mengambang penuh! alamak! adakah mereka.... (dot dot dot...)

• 12.50 am -

smpai2 je tengok pubs & bars penuh. ramainye manusia. police & paramedics pun ramai yg bersiap sedia.. aku masuk teksi cpt. balik bilik & bermanja2 dgn katil..




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